Adam Lambert worried gay photos would “fuck things up” for him on American Idol

Adam Lambert is part of Out magazine’s Out 100 for 2009, and in an interview, he addresses what he thought when photos of him making out with guys appeared online in the middle of his time on American Idol 8. He’s covered some of this ground before, but talks about it in greater detail here, and is, as always, remarkably honest.

“When those pictures came out online, I got freaked out. I was like, ‘Great, that’s gonna fuck things up. ‘Cause I just figured, you know, this is a national television program and people are conservative in our country, aside from L.A. and New York and a couple of other places,” Adam said in the interview, part of which is now online. “I didn’t want to acknowledge it as a mistake or something I was ashamed of–I’m not. It’s part of who I am, but because our nation is the way it is, it’s an announcement. If I lose some fans, fuck it. I need to be happy too.”

In the interview, Adam extensively details his conversations with Fox publicist Jill Hudson about what to do regarding the pictures (he says “she was really cool”) and talks about his strategy, which involved “going into slightly chameleon-like situations where this week, I’m going to do more like this, and sound like this,” such as “I’m not going to wear any makeup, and I’m going to do my cleaned-up classic retro look. And people were like, ‘Wow!'”

He also discusses related subjects, from going down on a woman to being defined by sexual orientation (“One of the things that I don’t like about the gay community is that people define themselves by their sexuality — and that’s bullshit”) and sexuality in general (“To some people, me being sexual is really offensive because I’m gay. They’re like, ‘He’s being really gay.’ And I’m like, actually, ‘No, I’m just being sexual.’ Male sexuality is frightening to America [but] female sexuality is all over the place”).

Adam Lambert: The Out Interview, Part One [Out]

Surprisingly, man not eaten alive on Eaten Alive

Eaten Alive

Discovery Channel’s happy family holiday special Eaten Alive aired Sunday, rewarding viewers for their two full hours of viewing by ensuring that they spent quality time in the company of others instead of wasting that time doing something else that might not have been as satisfying, such as buying things that have labels which accurately reflect their contents.


Winter 2015 reality TV debut schedule

winter 2015 reality TV schedule

Mark your calendars with all these upcoming reality TV show debuts, including Celebrity Apprentice, The Bachelor, and another season of MasterChef Junior, all of which kick off in early January.

There are also 20+ shows debuting in December--including the one-off return of The Sing Off. No winter break for reality TV.

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